Its a week and 2 days now since my mum passed away. Alot has happened in the last week - everything that i wish would never have happened. Sill i feel totally numb as i know the entire family do. We have our days of being sad, upset yet we`re still filled with an amazing strength that none of us can explain. Maybe the reality hasnt actually sunk in yet, maybe we`re strong because thats what muv would have wanted, maybe a huge part of her has entered into us.... I think we`re all getting strength from the fact thats there is so many happy memories for us....its hard to think of a time when my mum wasnt smiling, singing, laughing and causing some form of mayhem...its those memories that keep me going as i`m sure they do for the rest of us.